So Over These Feelings

I've read over a little what I've written in the last few weeks and I'm so over these feelings. What the hell?

How in the world did this take over who I am and my entire being?

I want myself back. It would be great to have my husband back, but I think he's walking away from me and not looking back.

I need to get over myself. I am nothing, should feel nothing and accept nothingness.