I Did It

I did it. I told my boss I would be taking a leave of absence or leaving completely.

I can't believe I did it.

But I had to. I was bawling. I couldn't even control it. That's how much of this has taken over my soul.

I'm walking around pretending I'm okay and I'm not. I'm starting to crack up.

I'll be doing evening things with co workers this week. I wonder if I'll be able to keep it up.

I've got to get back to me and driving back and to work with all this on my mind is so trying to me.