Epiphany

I went to al anon yesterday evening. Such an epiphany for me even though I had been reading and reading and reading about what I was supposed to do being with an alcoholic.

To just let go.

Stop my texting and calling him. Even though in a normal relationship, that's what wives do. In an alcoholic relationship, any move I make, is seen as at attack and therefore he'll react to me differently and/or being to resent me.

But I believe it's little too late.

And I am exhausted.