3/20/2009

Has It Really Been a Month?

Has it really been over a month since I've written?

So much and so little has happened.

He stopped the divorce process.

We've had sex.

He's slept over.

I've slept over.

I have a new dog or did I mention that in the last post?

In the moment of being with him, I feel great. When away, I slowly fall apart inside. I am still distrustful. It's crazy, but I feel like the truth is not all out there. This is not the way a relationship is supposed to be. But I guess I'm just scared - just so confused at times. I feel like it's not clear as to what he wants - if he really wants this.

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